This subject is one that is very close to my heart because I know someone personally who experienced this in no small way and I later realised I partly experienced that myself in different circumstances with my parents - thus we grow up with our feelings not validated and not understanding ourselves and interpreting others correctly. Some people, like the friend I mentioned, may experience so few emotions or even be given to occasional emotional outbursts and you don't know where they're coming from. He has had to train himself how to have emotion and balance emotions. Maybe you have been affected deeply or significantly by your upbringing. You're not alone, many other's experience the same things you do in their emotions or lack of them. Maybe you could find the very help you may have been looking for right here on this Page today, hey?
This Article Comes From PsychCentral HERE And Was Pioneered By A Psychologist Who Was Perceptive To Recognise This Phenomena In Many Of Her Patients. Thank God For Caring Pioneers!
Her Name Is Dr. Jonice Webb Her Website Can Be Found HERE
Childhood Emotional Neglect is both simple in its definition and powerful in its effects. It happens when your parents fail to respond enough to your emotional needs while they’re raising you.
Emotional Neglect is an invisible, unmemorable childhood experience. Yet unbeknownst to you, it can hang over you like a cloud, coloring your entire adult life.
What makes Childhood Emotional Neglect (CEN) invisible and unmemorable? Several important factors. First, it can happen in otherwise loving, caring families that lack for nothing materially. Second, your parents failure to respond is not something that happens to you as a child. Instead, it's something that fails to happen for you as a child. Our eyes don't see the things that fail to happen. And so our brains can't record them.
Decades later, an adult, you sense that something is not right, but you don't know what it is. You may look at your childhood for answers, but you cannot see the invisible. So you are left to assume that something is innately wrong with you.
Whatever is wrong, its my own fault, you secretly believe. I'm different from other people. Something is missing. I'm flawed.
Yet its not your fault. There are answers. And once you understand the problem, you can heal.
7 Signs You Grew Up With Childhood Emotional Neglect
- Feelings of emptiness.
Emptiness feels different for different people. For some, its an empty feeling in their belly, chest or throat that comes and goes. For others, it's a numbness.
- Fear of being dependent.
Its one thing to be an independent kind of person. But feeling deeply uncomfortable about depending on anyone is another thing altogether. If you find yourself taking great care to not need help, support or care from others, you may have this fear.
- Unrealistic self-appraisal.
Do you find it hard to know what you are capable of? What are your strengths and weaknesses? What do you like? What do you want? What matters to you? Struggling to answer these questions is a sign that you don't know yourself as well as you should.
- No compassion for yourself, plenty for others.
Are you harder on yourself than you would ever be on a friend? Do others talk to you about their problems, but its hard for you to share yours?
- Guilt, shame, self-directed anger, and blame.
Guilt, shame, anger, and blame; The Fabulous Four, all directed at yourself. Some people have a tendency to go straight to guilt and shame whenever a negative event happens in their lives. Do you feel ashamed of things that most people would never be ashamed of? Like having needs, making mistakes, or having feelings?
- Feeling fatally flawed.
This is that deep sense I talked about above. You know that something is wrong in your life, but you can't pinpoint what it is. It's me, you say to yourself, and you feel that it is true. I'm not likable, I'm different than other people. Something is wrong with me.
- Difficulty feeling, identifying, managing and/or expressing emotions.
Do you get tongue-tied when you're upset? Have a limited vocabulary of emotion words? Often feel confused about why people (including yourself) feel or act the way they do?
Parents who under-notice, undervalue or under-respond to their child's emotions inadvertently convey a powerful, subliminal message to their child:
Your feelings don't matter.
To cope as a child, you naturally push your emotions down, to keep them from becoming a problem in your childhood home.
Then, as an adult, you are living without enough access to your emotions: your emotions, which should be directing, guiding, informing, connecting and enriching you; your emotions, which should be telling you who matters to you and what matters to you, and why.
And now for the excellent news of the day. It's not too late for you.
Once you understand the reason for your forever flaw, and how it came about, you can heal from your Childhood Emotional Neglect by attacking it. You can establish a new pipeline to your emotions. You can learn the skills to use them.
You can finally accept that your feelings are real, and they matter. You can finally see that you matter.
You can take on your Childhood Emotional Neglect, and your life will change.
If you have some of the 7 Signs, Take the Childhood Emotional Neglect Questionnaire. It’s free.
To learn much more about how Emotional Neglect gets passed down in families, and how to stop it and heal it see the book, Running On Empty No More: Transform Your Relationships With Your Partner, Your Parents & Your Children.